I wanted to go over the timeline of music through the pendulum cycles. I found a link to a video that explains this better than I was able.
The next video that came up was this one.
(Pay attention at 15:30, it applies directly to you!)
It explains the cycle without as much music, but continues the theme.
Watch both if you can and you'll start to pay attention differently.
It may help you find your place in the hearts of your audience.
They need someone to connect to. Is it you?